January 2011
You make me smile, i like that so im going to try and keep you in my life.
I have been dreaming about the same person for about a week. Whats wrong with you, i think about you during day time and when im about to sleep. Get out of my head when im sleeping please.
Trey Songz.
Why does your voice have to be so sexy?
So i was just thinking about highschool, and im a year 9 this year. I still remember year 7 so clearly back then everyone was friends with each other. In year 8 people started developing their own little friendship groups but we all still liked each other but that was only for two terms. When term 3 hit stuff started happening and people started hating each other. We are kinda friends right now...
I hate it when your upset, i can never tend to cheer you up and it makes me feel worthless. I want to at least put a smile on your face or make you laugh, you always cheer me up when im feeling down but i cant do the same to you. Im sorry.
So i was cleaning my phone last night, deleting texts, photos and music that i dont need anymore. For some reason i deleted most of the texts but i left all the ones from you. I tried to delete them but i didnt in the end, because all i have left is our past and memories. I know things cant be the same no matter how hard we try to make them. So these texts are all i have left of us.
Anonymous asked: DID YOUR MOTHER DIE, IM SO SORRY :(
Just a story.
“Wake up , Wake up you have school today and your going to be late! Hurry up and wake up” says my mum. She is always like this so like every morning in my head i think to myself ‘please shutup’ i get up and get dressed then head to the kitchen to eat breakfast. She drives me to school and i get off she then says bye and leans in for a kiss, i say bye and walk out without...
Memories.
When i really think about the times we had together, i just dont know how to react knowing that we were once bestfriends? look at us now. We dont even look or talk to each other anymore. I cant even think of a way to talk to you or approach you. I hope your reading this.. because if you are, i really miss you. The ” What Ifs ” always come to my mind… what if that never happend?...
I hate this feeling. The feeling when i just hate everything and everyone because of what you did… why is my mind venting its anger on everyone and not you.
What the fuck...